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| How can she say sorry when she's feeling nothing wrong? | | |
| Interesting what the reation was from my last post. Does it always have to be connected with current drama? What if I just wanted to explore that side of the issue a little bit? Hey, I enjoy a bit of chaos as much as the next guy, but this was ridiculous. I think this has been one of the most uptight summers I've ever had the honor of sitting through...
::Yawn:: Anyway, I was up 'till 3:00 this morning walking again. I love doing it for a good reason, but the whole getting-knocked-out-until-noon thing is really getting old, you know? I barely have time to go over my stuff for Godspell anymore because of it. Either way it goes, I always feel like I'm missing something...
I'm happy that most everything's going well, though. Happy enough to write about it.
But not just yet. I want to try something first.
Though I am never called upon, I remain your faithful servant. | | |
| Feelin like a soul sold short?
--Shrug it off and get back in there
But you can talk to me anytime...
--As long as you don't start talking about THAT again
I think this calls for a hug!
--Wouldn't touch that with a ten-foot pole
Read up on your Bible, it'll make you feel
--Better? WRONG
--What could I possible say to comfort you this time
We need to talk
--Could we talk about
about this... you always seem to be
--Needy/Oversexed/Materialistic/Self-centered
like this... always down on yourself
--And do you even have
... and do you even have any idea why?
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Is that why I'm here? To comfort you?
--Are you listening at all
I don't feel like your friend anymore
--Why can't I help you help yourself and stay healed
You want my advice? Nix martyrdom and stay healed for once in your life!
--I care
We're drifting apart.
--for you more than you'll ever know
You're not the same person I used to know and
--After all you've put yourself through I can't believe I still
love...
--love you like this
I'm leaving.
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And I'll be back tomorrow.
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Rent (1996 Original Broadway Cast)
By Jonathan Larson, Jeff Potter, Anthony Jackson, Daniel A. Weiss, Ira Siegel, Kenny Brescia, Steve Skinner, Adam Pascal, Aiko Nakasone, Anthony Rapp, Byron Utley, Daphne Rubin-Vega, Fredi Walker, Gilles Chiasson, Gwen Stewart, Idina Menzel, Jesse L. Martin, Kristen Lee Kelly, Rodney Hicks, Stevie Wonder, Taye Diggs, Timothy Britten Parker, Wilson Jermaine Heredia
Glory
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"Innocent eyes inspire
Laudenum-like looks
Bruising bursted bravado
This our silent thunder..."
I wanted to bring back a Texas Rose, but the thorns almost ripped my book open. It seems what grows in Dallas stays there.
My prayers tonight go out to the New Orleans Boys.
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| Andrew Marvell
The Definition of Love
My love is of a birth as rare
As 'tis for object strange and high;
It was begotten by Despair
Upon Impossibility.
Magnanimous Despair alone
Could show me so divine a thing
Where feeble Hope could ne'er have flown,
But vainly flapp'd its tinsel wing.
And yet I quickly might arrive
Where my extended soul is fixt,
But Fate does iron wedges drive,
And always crowds itself betwixt.
For Fate with jealous eye does see
Two perfect loves, nor lets them close;
Their union would her ruin be,
And her tyrannic pow'r depose.
And therefore her decrees of steel
Us as the distant poles have plac'd,
(Though love's whole world on us doth wheel)
Not by themselves to be embrac'd;
Unless the giddy heaven fall,
And earth some new convulsion tear;
And, us to join, the world should all
Be cramp'd into a planisphere.
As lines, so loves oblique may well
Themselves in every angle greet;
But ours so truly parallel,
Though infinite, can never meet.
Therefore the love which us doth bind,
But Fate so enviously debars,
Is the conjunction of the mind,
And opposition of the stars.
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